About Leenda...

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Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
A working wife and also a mother of three awesome children. This blog is my online journal or diary, where I write and share my feelings, family, events, useful products, good food, exciting trips, kitchen endeavors, as well as occasional musings. Please note that I have no intention whatsoever to show off or to brag but merely to share my happiness and gratefulness. Life is short, let's make it sweet :)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

My mother's death anniversary...

When I started blogging, I vowed to myself, I should and would only blog about the things I like, love and enjoy. Bad memories are hard to be forgotten but the least I could and should do is not to write them down and remind myself. So if you noticed I have so far been writing only the good stuff. Not that my life is perfect but I just choose not talk about them - all the unpleasant memories.

Today is exceptional. I am going to talk about someone whom I miss terribly (until it hurts). My late mother....

Exactly 28 years ago, when I was 4, my mother Saodah Binti Mohamad, passed away in a tragic car accident at 36 KM Lebuhraya Seremban-Kuala Lumpur, 12:30pm. Never a day has passed in my life that I do not think about her. Thinking about how it would be to have a mother by my side. What it would be like if she was around for my wedding, pregnancies, Hari Raya etc. I still remember her, but only vaguely.

That is why, motherhood is now so important to me. I want my children to have as much love and attention they can get from a mother. Something which I have always wanted and will never get. I would like to make sure that Munira sees me as her best friend and not just her Ibu...

Semoga Mama senantiasa dicucuri rahmat dan berbahagia disampingNya. Amin.

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